Yesterday was all about being daring. Haha so after training I was at Grandma's. Gabriel came and my sister suggested for us to watch Sex and the City 2. It was good. Marriage is hard though and everyone gets sick of their normal routine life I guess. I managed to get through! Isn't it surprising? After the movie, it was round 2 baby... Went to Club Natcharaya (don't know how to spell) near Heeren's, some Thai Pub thingy. Drank a little, then Gabriel and I decided to go home.
Love is pain. I cried day and night. I don't know what's happening to myself. I don't even feel like talking to anyone. It's as though no one knows my pain. All these late night is killing me and my body. Saw him on Friday, that smell again but this time from afar. A-team with Ben, Daniel, Cherie and Matthew. I couldn't believe I asked him if he wanted to go, what happen if he does? So now movies are alone for me. No more of that hug. Urgh, think I should stop it. I'm sounding so gay. I am strong! No more love for me :)
What's worse, school's starting tomorrow :( Test on Wednesday and I haven't even start studying cause I got no mood at all.